after going through orientation this week, i am a bit overwhelmed but at the same time excited about the road ahead of me. yes, it’s a long program, yes, i’ll be almost 30 when i’m done, and yes, i am paying a lot of money for it. but when i think about the valuable experience i’ve already had since moving here a month ago, it’s been worth it.
i’m continually being challenged these days. i thought i figured out how to put my faith, hope, and trust in the Lord, but i’m constantly struggling with lack of faith, with putting my hope in other things, and not believing that He is a God who provides. His provision and providence over my life the past 24 years has been incredibly amazing..and yet when it comes to day to day tasks and thoughts and feelings, i so often forget His goodness.
i need to keep reminding myself to remember. and to keep remembering to remind myself.
He is good. He is faithful. He is loving. He is gracious. He is loving. He is merciful. He knows what is best.
i need to remember. and not forget.
